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Saturday, November 10, 2012

A Warrior's Tear

An excerpt from the "A Warrior is a Child" By Gary Valenciano

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
I'm strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears


Hi Everyone!

It's been a long time since I made my last post. Well, here I am again. Starting to get back on track and shar my thoughts and all.

Well, another year has gone after my last post. So, there'd been a lot of things happened to me. As a start, I want to share something that has been affecting me in the past few days. One of my weaknesses, knowing and seeing my love ones suffering from pain, sickness and other problems.

Two of my beloved relatives were suffering from 2 different conditions. First was my mom who had her ovaries removed to save her from the risks of having Mayoma. Next is my Uncle (my mom's only brother), who was rushed to the hospital due to defecating blood for 5 days, which is a damn serious condition. I am very much bothered by these instances. Silently, I am praying for both of them and wanting to help them, especially my uncle.

The only thing that hinders me from doing this is my inability to provide financial support. It kills me to think that I am earning money, but it's not enough to help them. I don't know where to turn to and I really want to cry.

People usually say to me that I am a good provider to my parents as well as to my sibling, but I don't feel like it. They may say I am tough, but deep inside I am so weak, especially when I can't give anything to help my love ones.

Help me, God! Enlighten me.